A lot of people said that "it was just a stupid theory.", also some said that "well, you're wasting your time, why don't you find something useful to do for your future?"; some said that "you're not the only person who's living on the earth alone, please stop imagining those nonsense things." And there are a lot more, etc...
Well, from my perspective, I can say that I actually don't feel as same as what they said, but it doesn't mean that what they'd said is wrong. Everyone has their own thought about how they should live their own life. Some of them might focus more on their future, and some might have their own carefree spirit by doing what they want to do, following their heart and mind, and focusing on what's made them happy. I can say I love to live my own life as I should deserve. For Cambodians, as women who always follow and live under pressure because of the tradition, culture, norm, and their old-fashioned family rules but some of them can fight for themselves but some can't.
Thus, besides following what you've been told, why don't you choose to live as your own spirit? I knew we need to focus on our future but at least give ourselves some break and enjoy what we're having. "Live as you will die tomorrow!" that I mentioned here means that let your life be the reason for your living. Don't be afraid to live your life and try something new. There are lots of things waiting you out there to do, to challenge, and to complete your life, so instead of stressing yourself out in the darkness, why don't you go out from your comfort zone and shine bright like sunshine? I know it's hard for some of you but this has inspired me to live on this far so I hope it works for all of you as well.
Trust me, open your mind, free out your soul, cherish your heart and do what you want and need to do then you will find out your purpose of living.
-The End-