Side-note: The story has come to an end. I decided to name his character "E" because this is the last piece of my story after all. I hope you guys enjoy reading this. Once again, I really do appreciate you guys. Thank you very much!!!
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She said that it was the last message for him. She knew that she's gonna lose him, yet she didn't want to owe him about her feeling anymore. It was so heavy in her heart. She knew that she had to do that; she had to tell him everything, so that could make her feel more relieved and better. Yes, it did work.
"Dear E,
There is a lot of things I want to say, but I choose not to. I understand why you don't have the capacity to deal with a relationship. On the other hand, there are some more things that can never be left unsaid, and here I am pouring out all of my heart to you, and hoping you're gonna read this someday.
I know we're in the process of making something amazing, and significant in our lives professionally, something that will leave a mark even after we die. However, we have also lost each other along the process too, and that is something I've always been afraid of. Your career, your pathway, your life, and everything you wished for, will follow you through. You will be a star at what you're doing, but in the meantime, don't sideline me like I'm nothing.
Just a very very short period of time being with you, I realized I had fallen in love with you very sudden and unexpected. I tried, I already tried not to cross the line that we'd set, and I'm so sorry because it's been so long for me to feel something incredible like this again. It was true, it was you, and I could see us being the great love I'd always dreamt of.
At times, I just know when I've met my significant other half, and you are my better half in every senses. I may have different personality types, maybe I'm not your type even be completely opposite, but we're the same at heart. When I'm with you, it feels like everything fits. The world doesn't suck, time goes by very fast, and we have the perfect time together. I know it's hard for you to respond to so much love, but that's okay because as long as you're here with me. I don't know whether you realized that I've bent backward for you or not, yet, you make me a better person. So, how do I let go of someone who makes me wiser, smarter, brings out all of my creative juices, and introduces me to myself? I couldn't, and I don't want to do so. I know it's all messed up. Love isn't everything and love doesn't pay the bills, but love can do a lot; it brings out the best and the worst in people. We've had our share of fights and bad days, but who doesn't? Everyone does. I can see one thing which we have and others don't, but everything is already done for us.
Anyway, I want to thank you for making me the person I thought I couldn't be. You literally introduced me to me, and I'll always cherish that. I'm sorry that I couldn't be as an inspiration for you. I tried to keep you going when you were down and doubted in life, and I'm sorry I couldn't. Howbeit, I promise to always be there for you; that sucks for me, but I'll take it anyway.
We made a pact, which we both hope to honor and fulfill. Our careers are important but so is love. I wish I'd realized sooner rather than later that this us just a temporary situation. Situations change, and I may realize that I let go of something amazing in order to let them find something even more wonderful in their life, what are best for them.
Grey's Anatomy had an episode where Meredith askes the love of her life to choose her, and the line goes something like - I love you, in a really really big, pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, and the unfortunate way that makes me hate you love you.- so, if you're ever at a crossroads, pick me up, choose me, love me, and I promise to love you at your best and worst.
You're my 11:11 wish and always will be. Your life problems will go away, but my love never will. You're my best-friend, my twin, and the love of my life. I've never thought of myself that I am able to feel that way about anyone else. Maybe because I'm still holding onto your words - I fell for you too; I love you too, little girl.- so please don't take this away from me because it feels so real. Last but not least, I'm still hoping that someday we can pick up where we left off. I chose to love that day, and now I'm still choosing you, will always be. I love you...!!!
Love, from your little girl"
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