He texted you, you talked to him every day, had midnight conversations, midnight call with him. Text, eat, text, sleep was your everyday routine.
1 week passed and he made you feel special. 1 month passed, you met him and fell in love with him.
You said "Ifellinlovewithyou" and he replied "Ifellinlovewithyoutoo"...
You smiled because of him. You laughed because of him. You were happy because of him. "Happy and contented" was your facebook bio.
You always shared inspirational and love quotes, and everyone knew what you feel about him, that you're in love with him.
But love is full of surprises. You thought it was love? You thought it was real? You believed what he had told you but actually, it was a lie because he never did.
Then suddenly "active now" became "active 8 hours ago", then "active 2 days ago", and then "seen no reply", and "active now and never seen" in the next. The long sweet text became a word reply or just a simple hello, then just disappeared without a single alert.
You need him but he is with another girl. It sucks, doesn't it? Feeling like you're a second choice, but you've never noticed that you aren't even on his list.
You get hurt and want to ask him "Am I really important to you?" But you can't because he ain't yours. There is no label. The more you think of him, the more you get hurt. So young, yet so stressed.
He's online and you message him.
"Seen" but he doesn't reply you, and now you realized his love was just a lie.
"You cry because he left"
"You cry because he hurts you"
"You cry because it's over"
You silently cry every night. Your bio "happy and content" become "broken". You're now sharing anxiety quotes. You learn to be bad.
Months passed, you met different boys, hurting inside but slaying outside. Then your friend told you "go on and move on"
Now you're slowly fixing yourself up but you never expect to receive a message from someone who broke you.
You smile... but not because he messages you. You smile because you grow mature and better. You realized you really moved one. Your bio "broken" become "mature and better"
"There's no love on facebook"...
So, if someone is trying to make you fall through chat, make sure he does it because he really likes you, but not because you're one of his girls. You don't need to beg someone to love you back or stay if they don't want to. You're beautiful, we are beautiful. What we need to do is to love ourselves, smile and be happy because being happy is literally the most important thing.
Your best love story is yet to come...
- Melancholy -