This is the mess...
I write... I write, and I keep writing, but no matter how many words come from my thoughts, they never seem to encompass anything I've ever felt. It's as if the perfect words and phrasing needed to explain my brain are just out to reach.
The more I write, the worse it gets over me. The more words I put down, trying to explain the gaping hole inside of me, the further I feel like I'm too much showing how I truly feel.
How come no matter how many words I use, it never seems to fully describe the things that go on inside my mind? How can I explain all of those to someone else even I, myself, cannot put it into words? How am I supposed to find the words I need to get my point across?
Please... someone... anyone... tell me how...
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