My life in 2023 was quite chaotic, fun, happy, and sad moments. It was full of raw experiences that I've endured. Work-life hasn't been going really great as well as family journeys.
Mid 2023 was the worst. It was my downfall. It was also my survival period. I was on a roller coaster relationship journey with a person I had been in love with since 2021. I thought we were going to make it, however, we didn't. It was such a giant trigger to me, and it put me in a major depression which I overlooked until I was sick more than usual. I lost myself to the point where I didn't even want to keep going. All I wanted to do was to give up.
Then, there was a moment that changed my life. Besides all of my beloved one's support, there was him. The moment I talked to him, the moment I met him, changed me. His existence is still new to me but I'm so grateful to have him near. He's everything I've been looking for.
You know, I've been asking myself "What do I want?" and I've found it, the thing that I want...
a life with this amazing man... my dearest and wonderful boyfriend...
He's been so wonderful, very incredible, and the best thing that has ever happened to me. I can't imagine anything better than him. He saved me, my life... and he's a man that I'm proud to love.
I'm so thankful that I'm going to end this chapter with him and turn to the new page of the new one also with him. I'm going to let go of what is old, and welcome and embrace what is about to come.
"with you, the new journey of my 2024, of ours, is going to be a hella sad-mad-fun..."
- t.dararith -