BREATHE... it's okay...

Breathe... it's okay... you're going to be okay...

Just breathe... then breathe... and remind yourself of all the times in the past that you've felt this scared. All the times you've felt this anxious and overwhelmed. All the times you've felt this level of pain. Remind yourself of how each time you made it through. 

Because here's the thing...

No one asks to be insecure, to have anxiety, to be depressed and I can guarantee you that no one enjoys it either. Sometimes people experience and get put through things that they should never get put through because so many people in this world take advantage of people that feel a little too much and give too many chances, then leaves them broken and cold. Moreover, when those breaks don't get put back right and it's all left messy then you're not just right either. 

It's a long road to try and put yourself back together again, to glue the pieces back together. However, if someone can't acknowledge that you're trying or uses your weaknesses against you to justify themselves, then you know that it's okay to get tired and walk away. 

Life has thrown so much at you, and despite how difficult things have been, you've survived. Please trust yourself that you can survive this too. Trust this struggle is part of the process, and trust that as long as you don't give up and keep pushing forward, no matter how hopeless things seem... you will make it.

- Unknown -

She is tired...

She is tired... She tells you she is okay, and do you believe her? So, let me tell you what's wrong... the exact why she's tired... 

she is tired of trying.  

she is tired of getting hurt.

she is tired of being herself. 

she is tired of being let down.

she is tired of getting her hope up.

she is tired of holding everything in.

she is tired of being treated like shit.

she is tired of being a second choice.

she is tired of caring too little, or not at all.

she is tired of feeling broken, damaged, worthless, never good enough, pain, etc.

She is tired, and you might wonder why I know all of this? because she is me and I'm really tired. 

- Unknown -

Not a mind reader...

I'm a human, not a mind reader...

Don't hold your attitude with me because you haven't clearly expressed yourself to me yet.

If I hurt you, make me aware. If I didn't listen well enough, tell me again in a way I can understand. If I'm insensitive to your needs, desires, or thoughts, tell me so I can consider them.

Just make it clear... so there is no more misunderstanding...

- Unknown -

love is the only thing worth living...

 I guess the reason why our grandparents or our parents lasted 50 years together, it was because...

they didn't have 2k+ friends in the same mood as "followers", giving opinions, advice, and personal messages. 

However, nowadays, when a relationship has problems, just comfort ourselves with the fact that we have "more options" and more people we like. 

Having this fake feeling of security, we believe in "pleasure for many".

No one is struggling anymore to hold on to something! Everything is replaced! 

There are studies showing that a serious relationship these days due to the abuse of technology and information has a maximum duration of only 2-3 years because we know how easy and replacement is normal without understanding that love is the only thing worth living...

- Relationship -

She was everything...

She was everything you wanted and everything you lost...

She was the most love you will ever feel. She was the greatest beauty you will ever see.

If you ask me should you get her back? I would tell you "no". The reason is you don't deserve someone who took your pain as hers. Someone who thought about you more than she thought about herself. Someone who let herself be broken by you so she could fix you. You don't deserve someone who, in the night, cried a million tears, and in the morning, loved you even more.

Regret is part of a life lesson. You suck because you lost a good person.

- Unknown -

Unfaithful

I wanted to tell everyone this, but it's primarily for men since he tends to confuse the act of "cheating..."

Flirting is cheating!

Linking up and hiding it from your partner is cheating!

Entertaining, messaging, snapping, and texting someone behind your partner's back is cheating!

Once you start hiding, and deleting, it's cheating!

Stop watering down cheating because the truth to be told it doesn't have to be physical. Disrespect and betrayal always start mentally before it turns physical!

So, don't do anything or any of these to your partner if you don't want the same thing to happen to you. Love them right or don't get into their life at all if you know you are in low capacity for loyalty doesn't match them.

Be aware... because the table turned!

- Unknown -

I write, I write, and I keep writing...

This is the mess...

I write... I write, and I keep writing, but no matter how many words come from my thoughts, they never seem to encompass anything I've ever felt. It's as if the perfect words and phrasing needed to explain my brain are just out to reach. 

The more I write, the worse it gets over me. The more words I put down, trying to explain the gaping hole inside of me, the further I feel like I'm too much showing how I truly feel. 

How come no matter how many words I use, it never seems to fully describe the things that go on inside my mind? How can I explain all of those to someone else even I, myself, cannot put it into words? How am I supposed to find the words I need to get my point across?

Please... someone... anyone... tell me how...

- Unknown -